My Melody, My Life.. ..

You're the inspiration.. ..

2010-07-18T22:15:00.007+08:00

Woah~~ It's been sometime since I drop by to fill this space..
Recently.. Everything seems the same..
Same group of friends around me.. .. ..
As for my 'imaginary' half.. It's still the same..

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Before

Before I met you
Every guy I talk about
Never last for more than 2 weeks

Other girls would think
Think that I'm fooling around
True friends who understands me
Knows that I'm hurting myself

They tried to stop me
But I could not stop myself
Till.. I met you..
I met you..

Because you change the ways I think about this love
But I cant trust myself to believe that this is real
This is real..
Before I met you

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Okay, this was part of the lyrics..
To be continued~~
Melody composing in progress.. =)

Before I met you <3

Heart Talks~~~

2010-05-23T20:51:00.002+08:00

Recently..
I meet someone..
Someone who notices me..
When everyone talks to me normally..
Someone would talk to me in a different tone..
When I put on my 'best smile' in front of him..
Someone would asked what happened..
When I felt really 'tired'..
Someone would encourage me..
Kept telling me I did great.. I did fine..
Someone did not witness what I did..
But those words were said..
Even when things were electronic..
Someone would keep writing 'dont stress', 'chill', 'dont so sian', 'you seem so distracted, u okay ma?'..
Someone always 'feels' my mood-less days..
Someone plays 'miss calls' with me online..
Seeing someone online even when I'm not with someone brightens my day..
No matter how 'good' things seem to be..
But I'm kind of confused..
They use dear/darlings as and when they like???
It misleading.. .. .. ..
Should I continue or Should I let go.. .. .. .. ..

328.. JJ Lin day~~~

2010-03-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

This morning.. I woke up full of excitement.. ..
Cause I'm going to see JJ!!!

Hahas.. Destination was Bugis Junction 8..

Meet Jacq and Alisa there to queue.. But we ended up not queueing..
If we queue.. We wont be able to see the stage..
The afternoon event started at 2plus~~~ Dont remember the exact timing already..
So we took back to back pictures with him.. I had 2..
But they wasnt very nice.. The camera man they use sucks!!!

This is a picture which Jacq took for me..

That night.. It's JJ Party 4..

The ticket which I used to enter..

I enjoyed the mini concert..
Meet new friends too~~~ And that's almost the ending of 2010.. March..

Where's the skyline after the rain..

2010-03-26T21:50:00.004+08:00

What's happening inside me..
Almost similar to the title of this post i guess..
Trying to catch up with lectures, project datelines, friends, etc..
Not enough time!!!
It's Leadership module's mid semester test tomorrow and I've yet to really understand what the notes is talking about..
But I've read through it lots of times..
So what's comes tomorrow is a tough challenge for me..
Last semester's results was out..
I managed to get 1 Distinction, 1 Credit, 1 Pass and 1 Failure with Supplementry Test granted.. And that paper i fail was Economics.. >.<
The retest will fall on next tuesday.. This time.. I'm gonna make it through..
我是咸鱼。。我会翻身的！要加油加油！
Back to mugging.. More to say after JJ Lin's list of events on 28th March 2010.. =)

Replay..

2010-03-17T21:01:00.005+08:00

Opps.. It's been almost a month since I last updated my blog..
Hmm.. What has been going on for the past 2 weeks..
Sch has started..
And so.. Yups.. I'm busy with school stuffs..
Taking:
BU1007 Business Data Analysis
BU2005 Entrepreneurship
BU2008 Leadership
BX2082 Marketing Communications
Hmm.. All got projects..
It's gonna be a busy semester..
Voluntary Stuffs..
During the start of the semester, I was involved with the orientation..
And during the Careers and Education fair, I was a volunteer together with Wilfred and Jason..
Had lots of fun during both events and friendship has strengthen between all of us..
Love all my friends..
all the best for our upcoming challenges..
Oh.. Sth more recent..
Last week.. During Stats and Mktg Com..
Friendship between me and Darrell was stronger..
He was still a little not well last friday..
And on Monday, I got the virus..
Sore throat and Cough..
Luckily, I treat it early..
Almost recovered now.. Ready for the BATTLE!!! =)
JiaYou JiaYou JiaYou (JJ Lin Song).. =p

On my BirthDay.. ^^

2010-02-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

My day was really a SURPRISE!!!
Spent the evening with XiaoLong and BaoLiang at BL's house..
Why the surprise?!?
When they were having Mac,
XiaoLong mentioned that he's going for City Alive(Clubbing at F1 Pit Building)..
So when we left Mac for BL's house, he left us for the "train"..
So.. We were actually at BL's house..
I sort of sense sth wasnt right..
And YUPS!!!
XiaoLong turned up at BL's house with a BlackForest cake!
Hahas.. And LY almost teared...................
Although the night was pretty boring..
Watching Man-U VS Everton 1-3.. >.<
But it is going to be really unforgetable..
I know that I will confirm be reminded of it every year..
Of what they did for me..
Love ♥ you guys lots.. ^^
And.. Thanks.. =)

Only left with 2 days..

2010-02-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

What does birthday mean?
Staying at home celebrating with family???
Go out with a bunch of good friends???
Stay in the room and watch dramas???
Or spent it with the one you love???
I wanted to spent it with friends.. But who's free???
It's like the whole worlds is busy..
People keep telling me to ask "that special guy" out..
But till today, I dont have the courage..
At least, I went his house on CNY day 2..
That was actually a big step forward..
We has eye contacts that day.. But.. I dont know..
I'm just afraid to fail..
I'm afraid of the pain again..
Things now are fine.. At least I would smile when the simplest thing happen..
For example when he's online..
LiYing.. Li Ying.. Yong Li Ying must JIAYOU!!! ^^

5 more days to one and 11 more to the other..

2010-02-09T11:46:00.002+08:00

It's 5 more days to valentine's day and CNY..
Dont really have the holiday mood..
I think cause too much bad things are happening recently..
Will things be better after CNY..
I hope so..
And it's 11 more days to my 19th birthday..
I havent really completed much things will i have to do when i was 18th..
Esp the "boyfriend" part..
Anyways.. Yesterday i had my accounting paper..
It was great..
Passing should not be a problem..
So I'm only left with one last paper for this sem, Customer Experience Management..
I want to do really well for this!! LY GO GO GO!!!
Thats's all for now.. Next post sld be after my last paper! =)

It's FRI-DAY!!! =)

2010-02-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

So.. Happily.. I studied overnight before econs paper which wass on thursday..
And the paper was so hard that I gave up doing it..
The chances of failing this rather than OB is higher..
It's like every single question I dont know how to answer..
Oh.. Nvm.. Worst senario, ReTest lohx..
Okays.. Lets talk about somethings else..
I've been waiting for the movie tickets for the past 2 days..
And it didnt arrive..
So I'm getting anxious..
Will I be able to ask him out afterall?!?
I dont know..
It might just be another lonely valentine's this year..
NOW, back to books..
There's still 2 more papers to go..
Accounting and Customer Experience Management..
But before leaving.. Here are some pics which i took today.. =)

The night before my final sem exams..

2010-02-02T22:47:00.004+08:00

Studying OB was super stress and tiring.. So i lighted candle and added Oceanus Oil.. EnJOY!!! =)

Ahaha.. Was reading Sam's post just now..
His starting line was ".. all my troubles seem so far away.."
But mine is all my troubles are so near.. Wahhhhh..
Hmm.. The killer papar, Organisational Behaviour is tomorrow..
There's so much theories to remember..
Kohlberg, Webley, Mintzberg, Katz, Taylor, Fayol, Webber, Mayo, Maslow, Hertzberg.. >.<.. There's more..
Everyone around me is giving up..
All i want is a PASS for this module cause i dont want to see them again!!! =)
What's more to come.. Economics, Accounting and Customer Service Experience Modules to be tested within this 2 weeks..
Here's something to be HAPPY~~~ about..
TEENAGE called me earlier today saying:
Congrats! You've won a pair of movie premire tickets to "i didnt catch what show"..
And the hamper!!!
The tickets will be send to your mailbox but as for the hamper, you'll have to come down to the office to collect. Do check your mailbox on thursday and friday.
Congrats again! =)
Hahahax.. I was like.. YAY!!! MOVIE!!! Lols..
But when I sat down.. Mum ask.. A PAIR!?!
So, who do you want to go with?
And so again.. She started all the nonsenses.. ha-ha..
"Printer" in which camp??? .. .. If not "printer" then who???
So i told her.. If only.. There's another JJ Lin.. Lols..
She's like.. Dots... Hahax.. =p
Hmm.. Okay, that's all for today.. As for the pair of tix.. I'm still thinking.. =p

Why me......

2010-01-26T10:54:00.003+08:00

Round and round it goes.. Without an ending..

It's been 28 days since grandpa's left..
So much things have been happening..
Recently.. Grandpa's monetary things have been brought up..
How much he has, I dont know..
But what I worry now is Little Uncle and Aunt might be eyeing them..
They need one thing to go with all the processes..
The original Death Certificate..
And this, was being save kept by me..
To my parents and everyone..
They think that I am the only rational person to hold it..
But thet didnt realise.. How much pain it brought me..
Using lots of other things to get myself occupied..
Thinking of my exams is one..
Thinking of him is two..
But I dont only want to think.. I need him..
But I dont think I ever dare to tell him..
He's like in his own world..
I dont know if I could enter..
All the pain.. All the trouble..
I can only go though it alone..
With no one by my side..

During my parent's Japan trip..

2010-01-24T13:22:00.004+08:00

Monday.. 18/01/10..
Went NorthPoint with LiMin and AnQi..
Tuesday.. 19/01/10..
It was the best day ever since 2010 started..
Had Accounting lecture in the morning as usual..
As for the afternoon!!!..
Movie with BaoLiang and XiaoLong.. ^^
This little trip.. Made me realise.. I still like him..
WeeKiat was just someone i brought along to stand firm..
Dont know if BaoLiang has any feel for me..
Confused.. Years ago.. We didnt tell each other..
Years later.. Today.. I'm still thinking if i should..
We watched DayBreakers that afternoon..
Went Chinatown, SMUDGE too..
Wed, Thurs and Fri was Lectures and Home as usual..
Sat.. It was crazy ytd..
Me, LiMin and AnQi went CCK Lot 1 for Lunch at NYNY..
And of cause.. after that is KTV-PartyWorld Woodlands..
The place and facilities is really bad.. I dont think i will go back again..
Mummy and Daddy is back already..
And I'm going to start working hard for final sem exams!!! =)

Boring Weekends..

2010-01-17T12:59:00.001+08:00

It's sunday..
Parents not around..
LiMin is out with her friends..
I'm rotting at home..
Which is very bad..
I mass send a sms to ask if there's anyone who's free..
But none replied..
So i'm the only nothing to do one lohx..
No assignments..
No date..
I'm going crazy!!! >.<

Tired day.. I guess..

2010-01-14T10:40:00.004+08:00

Good morning!!!
Hahax.. I wirte all sad stuff in the last post..
So.. Gotta wirte something nice here..
Er.. It's a normal thursday..
Parents are in Japan now..
Sometimes i wished they didnt go..
Waking up early for lessons is tiring..
Having lectures till 7pm today..
Completed my BU1006 essay..
It feels great..
But i gotta start studying for econs paper on sat..
LY must jiayou..
There's a lot of friends with you and they care..
^^.. Love all my friends..
Thanki you guys..

Only leaving memories behind...

2010-01-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

My pat. grandpa had left us..
I was really shocked when grandma called early in the morning on 02/01/10..
It was only the night before which i last spoke to him..
He's all fine and well.. Showing no signs that he's leaving us..
Daddy's the eldest son at home.. And.. I'm the eldest granddaughter..
All grandson's are younger than me with one only 3 months old and a primany 4 christian..
So i have to represent the younger generation..
1st day when he left.. I could not control my tears..
It was non stop.. Even when i'm on a bus..
Still really sick at that point of time..
2nd day that he left.. I was better with my tears..
When relatives saw me.. .. All told me to take care..
Especially when i saw cousins and cousin-aunt and uncle..
Cousin-uncle even brough medication for me to eat..
3rd day.. Monday.. I was told by mummy to stay at home to rest as i'm still sick..
But i could not do much things at home..
I tried my best to not think too much about it..
Went there at night to help out for a short while as everyone wants me to go campus for lecture the next morning..
4th day after he left.. Tuesday..
I could not control my emotions during lecture.. I cried..
After lecture.. Nigel immeditely sent me home to rest..
Hours later.. I head down to the funeral..
The moment grandma saw me.. She burst into tears..
She said relatives were asking why is there missing a son and when are all the grandchilden..
All i could do was tear..
Joined in all the rituals..
Ah-Hai kor called at about 8pm.. Asking if i needed anything..
I said i dont need dinner.. There's food at the venue..
But he insisted on buying something for me to eat..
He reached at 9pm.. And that very moment i saw him..
I could not help by tear non stop..
All he could do was sit next to me..
Wait till i stop..
He bought sushi for me.. They are my favourites..
I started wondering how he know what i wanted to eat..
Without thinking of others..
I starting eating all of it..
Till i was really full..
For that few days.. It was the best meal ever..
10pm already.. Cousin-uncle said he wanted to send them home..
But Ah-Hai kor and Guanyun kor stayed with me for a while longer..
I know that they have to work the next day..
So at 11pm.. I told them to leave..
That night.. I stayed over..
The 5th and last day..
Grandpa was bought to Mandai Crem..
I brokedown and fell on the floor..
He's in our hearts now..
ForEver..
I love you very much grandpa..
And I miss you..................................

Night at Butter Factory..

2009-12-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

It was really fun..
Drink quite a lot..
All were treats from friends..
Nice to have them around..
Cause i dont have to spent a single cent..

Thank You guys..
I enjoyed my night.. ..^^..

What i've been up to for the past one week..

2009-12-14T13:36:00.008+08:00

Hmm.. Let me recall..
Monday..
I head down to mediacorp to get some stuffs..
Then later on.. I went back to campus to prepare for my Cust Svc Exp Preseatation..
It's was a good presentation..
Tuesday..
Had accounting lecture in the morning as per normal..
after that will be the volunteers meeting.. Nth much happened..
Wednesday..
No lectures.. Nth.. All ready for Zouk at night..
Here's some pics taken by me..

Cool right?!? Hahax..
Thursday..
Economics presentation in the morning..
We took only 5 minutes to complete it..
Friday..
Made a trip down to campus for the carnival's volunteers' meeting..
All things are almost ready for sat..

All that's for the afternoon..
For the evening.. .. I went somewhere with Kelly and Palak..

And as for what happened there.. I'll post more on it the next time..
On saturday..
Morning.. It's the JCU fund raising carnival!!!
I had fun with the kids..
Got to meet new friends..

It was tiring..
And for the evening.. I went to TEP's 10th Anniversary Chalet..
Had chats with friens i have not seen for a long time and meet new people..
So far that's the updates of me..
More will be told soon!!! =)

My long thursday.. .. ..

2009-12-03T23:45:00.009+08:00

Reached school early in the morning..
Meet my dear Kelly..
Went for Economics lessons.. Nth much happening..

Hmm.. Maybe whats shocking was Econs paper only has 30 MCQ.. =.="

After Economics lecture.. Me and Kelly when AMK Hub for lunch..
Fish and Co. .. ..

After having a good meal.. All ready for afternoon's Customer Service Experience Lecture..
Some groups are having presentation today.. This is Ying Jian Qi's Group..

It'll be my group's turn next week.. hahax.. JYJY..
The night was beautiful..

All the best for studying tomorrow..
Rest well guys.. .. =)

Good morning Wednesday.. I told myself..

2009-12-02T10:06:00.003+08:00

Count down.. 3 more days.. Having Economics and Management paper..
Hmm.. Really wwill study today.. Hehex.. =p
Not going have too much hopes on that message anymore..
Dont want to day dream anymore..
Just listened to 林俊傑《第幾個100天》Hit Fm全球首播..
It's really nice.. .. It's been a long time since i heard such a song..
A song which really sinks into my heart..
Cause.. I've been through countless 100天 waiting for a special someone..
Here's a picture of a night which i really had fun..
Party at DXO!!!

From left starting with the guys..
Palak, Billy, LiYing(Me) and Kelly.. =)
That's all for the morning.. Have to study!!!

End of tuesday.. ..

2009-12-01T22:03:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. Still waiting for a message from someone..
Really hope he would reply..
Oh.. Ya.. .. Me and my family went to The Prata Place for dinner..
Hahax.. We ordered too much till we have to take away..
Here's a picture of what we ordered.. Chicken Mutabak Size L..

Huge right.. .. Plus we had 2 plates of noodles and 1 tohsai..
Hahax.. Gtg.. Daddy's nagging.. .. =p

In campus for Lecture Tuesday..

2009-12-01T17:50:00.003+08:00

In the morning, I had accounting for decision making lecture..
And I was day dreaming in it..
Oh.. And Ren Bin was trying to let me sleep during the lesson.. =)
What's after lecture.. Hmm..
I went back to Student Lounge to look for my laptop.. ..
Cause I left it there early in the morning too 'booked' a table..
Hahax.. So I spent the whole afternoon doing nothing in campus..
The wireless network in campus is not working so it's super irritating..
How did i manage to update my blog now?
Cause Un lent me his starhub mobile device.. Hehex.. ..
Thanks Un.. Love you as a friend lots.. .. ^^

That's Un studying for Economics.. =)
I didnt have a proper meal the whole day as the food in campus dont look nice..
So i'm going to eat lots during dinner!!! Hahax..
Gotta run.. My whole family is picking me up soon..

Getting ready for tomorrow.. Tuesday..

2009-11-30T21:29:00.004+08:00

All i have for tomorrow is Accounting for Decisional Making lecture..
Hopefully, she would have finished marking our papers and i can know the results..
I think i can get 3 out of 4 qns full marks so i dont really worry..
It's going to be a sure distinction for Accounting!!! Hahax..
Totally forgot that i left my books and notes in Xiaofeng's locker..
Actually tried looking for it in my room..
So most probably after lecture tomorrow.. I'll hang around in campus..
Xiaofeng called and asked if backgrounds of the powerpoint could be changed.. ..
Am like.. Er.. This small thing still need to ask me ar.. You guys should be able to decide..
But he said I'm the leader so let me choose.. I'm like.. *DOTS*
Hahax.. Anyways.. He's doing all the things and not leaving me anything to do..
Thanks Xiaofeng.. I love you as a friend.. =)
Here's another picture from 2 months ago..

The Accreditation People for F1 2009.. ..

Monday..

2009-11-30T16:30:00.004+08:00

Most Mondays..
I'll be spending my time at home cause i dont have lectures..
And of cause.. Today is 下一站，幸福 Autum's Concerto next episode watching day..
The story till now was nice.. At least he's starting to remember..
Oh ya.. I'm supposed to study today as econs and management's paper is this sat..
But obviously, i didnt..
I spent my day uploading MM and F1 photos and playing fb games.. Hehex..
Here's a picture taken yesterday at MLBs..

Sam, Me, Nic and WeiQi..
Cute right.. ^^
Thats all for now.. .. ..

Not the first time and surely not the last time..

2009-11-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. .. Blog.. ..
When was the last time i wrote a piece of diary..
Er.. 10-10-2009 in my notesbook..
Yeah.. Super random place.. ..
Today.. ..
I tried to study.. Afterall, I'm having management and economics paper next week..
But.. Nothing seems to go in..
So i stared blankly at the notes the whole morning..
Evening time.. Rush down to Bishan J8.. For a reason..
MLB!!! They rock!!!
3 cute guys... ... Omg *faint*... ...
Hahax.. Had a crush on Sam.. .. =p
Shhhh.. Tell no one else okies.. Lolx..
I miss going to sch.. Cause there's someone who will take care of me there..
Okays.. Nite nites now.. .. I'm tired.. Gonna rest early tonight.. ..
There's lots of challenges wating for me tomorow!!!